♥ #My Life# ♥

Wednesday, May 20, 2009 || 11:22 PM

Tired~.....

soo... tired lately...
yesterday slept at 12...
think today also...
haiz...

yesterday had a long day...
have lessons till 5....
then it dragged till 5 plus...
then stay in school to discuss GPP...
till 5 plus also...before we kena kicked out of the library...
then went home...
start doing my homework...
finish my chem energetics tutorial....
my GSC newspaper article...
some of my physics tutorial..
my physics assignment....

yesterday after 5 plus...
due to low sugar conc in blood...
a bit hot-tempered...
apologise to those who kena my "coldness"...
sorry sorry sorry sorry.....

today nothing much...
no lunch for me...
dinner had very little also....
studied chem...
wonder everything went into my brain or nt...
haven pack my bag yet...
just finish my GPP...
my part only...

so tired...
trying to be cheerful daily...
even though have so many secrets hidden within me...
survived for 2 years in this kind of life...
how long can i continue...
how far can i do in this manner....
everytime thinking back the past...
nightmares jus came back haunting me...
woking up sweating and crying...
everytime crying in silent...
who can understand my feeling....

do i look like a "spare parts"?...
when needed then "use"...
not needed then taken me to be transparent....
who can understand this feeling....
the feeling tHAT be so extra in this world?...