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♥ Gets 1 year Older at 5 March |
Sunday, February 28, 2010 || 10:37 PM
PHOTOZZZZ..... can see those in facebook as well....  one group one....  another group one.....  some jixiangwu...  another one....  taken by xiangqin....unglam 1.....  taken by xiangqin...unglam 2....  guess who is this?.....  some random photos....  another random one.....  another another one.....  playing with jixiangwu......  another one....  yusheng before......  yusheng after.....duno why pic turn out like that...   "table photo...".....  my "tag"... |
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|| 10:32 PM
YESTERDAY WAS FUN....WAHAHA... wasn't it..? yesterday went for the CIP..and everyone was having fun... that's all i can say abt the CIP.... reach home abt 11?...aft sending zhiting and meiyuan home.... food wasn't that fantastic...but the yusheng was fun.... many photos taken.....yeah...uploading later..... hm.... this week is gonna be a very very very busy week.... many tests and tutorials to rush through..... common test are coming....oh shit..haven really started revising..... i see one word in front me...."DEAD"....for the common test.... soon i'm turning 18...feel very happy.... but my frenz all fear...why?... finally both shows have ended.... |
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Thursday, February 25, 2010 || 10:02 PM
NOTHING TO COMMENT AND WRITE ABOUT.... do you have..?....
seriously nothing really happen today...in quite high mood today i think.... stupid school fire alarm today....occupy our whole break time.... laughing non stop when discussing the PE project stuff today...all thanks to xiaoqi... then tired like noobody's business during chem lectures....Zzzzz.... erm.... ....... ..... hmm...actually i have ample of time... finished almost all my homework alr...soon will be FINISHED.... yeah.... should put the song's lyric there...everyone do sing-a-long session ba.... weekend's comin....and so is my birthday.... |
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Wednesday, February 24, 2010 || 11:16 PM
I DUN UNDERSTAND.... AND I JUST DUN WANT TO CARE ANYMORE....
I just want this over.....I want my final cry and i want to get on with my life..... I dont care anymore....No matter how much i scream, how much i wish, and i cry silently in the night... no matter how much i chase this... It only hurts more. I want to say that i am angry.....i want to hate this world and what it puts us through.... i want to blame someone....i want to punch something/someone.... I just cant because i am over it, i am honestly just over it, i dont want to do this anymore.... i'm really gonna stop thinking about everything....now... everything is up to fate to decide whether we will be as good as before or not.... i'm seriously gonna stop everything...and dun care.... homework are piling up...have to catch up.... and since i have "admitted " is all my fault....just blame me...i will not give a damn freaking care to it.... AND STOP TAGGING THIS ISSUE AT MY TAGBOARD AGAIN..... sometimes wondering...have i made a wrong choice coming to JC?... a wrong choice to choose that subject combinations and stick to this class...?... a wrong decision to everything now?..... i just dun know and dun want to know.....dun understand and dun want to understand.... the truth can be ugly.... i just want a reliable and trustworthy shoulder for me to lie....................... and my peaceful life....... |
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Tuesday, February 23, 2010 || 10:35 PM
"LET BYGONES BE BYGONES..." is that really useful...?...
thought of letting bygones be bygones....and stop that whole matter....not because 我想开了.... thinking this should just let it pass.....ya.... i admitted is really my fault by carrying this for such long time... causing unhappiness......is tiring me out..... but then.... .... .... ya...everything seems to be my fault...causing the tension between....making everything very big... NO......EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT.....ALL IS MY FAULT..... IS EVERYONE HAPPY WITH THIS ANSWER?.... is not that i'm making things worse.... i endured lot during last and this..everything is accumulatin up.... i wish i can tell all these to someone that is willing to listen and is trust-ful..... saying out may be better... think i'm petty and cruel?....hey i'm not yet at the moment....dun think anyone saw me being very cruel... my words can really pierced into someone's heart and "kill" them.... |
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Monday, February 22, 2010 || 5:45 PM
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO CHENXU AND ZHIYING!!.... or is it belated..?...     |
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HOW TO YOU DIFFERENTIATE BETWEEN TRUE FRIENDS AND "FAKE" FRIENDS? f(x)=mx+c...?...  i dun ever understand how to differentiate the difference btw true frenz and not.. always get cheated by others... be it those who want benefits from me one...and also those wanted to dig my secrets out and spread for others.... and i'm always the one getting hurt..... i may seem still very concerned abt the thing...but seriously i'm not alr... trying very hardly to mend it back...just that the other dun really care abt.... keeping damn damn big distance frm one another....how to...? i might as well forget abt mending it back..... made so many steps for other alr....and i gt back nothing.... nothing.... feel like drenching under the rain....washing away all my troubles in the rain.... |
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Sunday, February 21, 2010 || 9:00 PM
WHICH IS THE REAL ME?... i haven already forgotten....  "Hide your tears behind a Mask Hide your face so no one ask It may be hard to hold present tears Your heart is bound to Love and Fears.. All is lost in a silent gaze The path you lead is dimmed in haze...." (taken from:http://thedarksidewithin.blogspot.com/2007/12/mask-iii.html) decided to take this and put here....didn't take the whole thing out... the whole 2 paragraphs seem and sound very nice...and relevant to me right now.... wearing a mask hiding myself...preventing people from noticing my actual emotions and expressions... maybe been wearing masks for too long...duno which is the acutal me already.... the one always cheerful and lively one..?...or the dark side of me?...which is the acutal me?.... i have long forgotten.... who else is doing the same thing no one will actually knows... until the day this mask is ripped and tear off by others... true friends?....these words have never came into my dictinary...since secondary?... is there is really such thing exist in the world?...or was is just something people make out?.... .... i don't know.... damn...both shows are driving me crazy..... autumn's concerto...was said today finish...but they extend to next week...cos say the rating very good.... k.o.3anguo..also...maybe next week last ep.... |
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|| 12:33 AM
DEADLINES..... do you have?..
everything is coming to an end..... deadlines are up...and yet still got tonnes of thing to do.....haiz.... suddenly thinks that life is hard...god is unfair...nothing is beneficial..... went woodlands library study together with xiangqin and xiaoqi....will be studying tgt every sat... anyone else interested to join...?..you are warmly welcome.... sound like promotions...haha...lol... stop thinking abt that issue alr... as think that it doesn't really concern me alr....or should rephrase in another way... erm...this thing is not worthy me thinking....and this may be not even impt to me in my heart alr... just too tired to walk down the path.... wish that i got memory loss right now... keep me in less pain..... just very tired wearing a mask everyday..hiding my real emotions..... |
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Friday, February 19, 2010 || 10:19 PM
SECOND ACHIEVEMENT FOR THE CLASS.... yeah....first was the class board decoration..... pics taken by siemin's phone....and by ME...   may seem quite blur the photos...cos taken by handphone camera...no choice... yinglun got 1st... michelle got 24th... ruiyang got 32th....... CHEERS FOR THEM...AND THE REST WHO COMPLETED THE RACE.... just reached home after a movie...percy jackson and the lightning thief.... the movie was damn damn nice....there's action and humour as well....cool.... is worth to spend $9.50 watching this movie....weekend ticket price.... and the cinema was full of people as well.....yeah..... |
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|| 5:56 PM
FRIENDS OR FOES....??... how do you differentiate?.....  pics taken at classroom.....guess wad they are doing?...  they are trying to piggy-back and carry xiangqin....  and she fell..... today the GP teacher is so so so so so ahem.... ..."You have no time alr....Focus focus focus....Dictionary dictionary" ..."I'm at very good at observing people...and also estimating people's results" ...."Eh eh...close your mouth when you yawn...I's talking about executives here..." ..."You are fighting with thousands of people for the university...." ..."Hurry up...Speak louder or I will off the fans..." ..."Your class has very very big problem in grammar and vocab..." ..."Class,you have a very weak GP rap.." that's what she always like to say this...haiz....can't she change something newer... friends or foes?.... how to you differentiate...?... recently started thinking of something.... i have a friend....this friend once told me that:"you know..i damn dislike people who are quite HL...hypocrite...and those who cannot hand in homework in time one..." however i found that what this friend had said...is totally like this friend... my this friend is quite HL...quite hypocrite and do not always hand in homework in time.... WOW...what an irony..... actually no one really care who you are and what you are.... people just care about themselves...don't you agree.... i'm still trying to endure and keep the tension as low and minimise as possible... but how long...how far i can go...how long i can keep... friends or foes... how do you differentiate..? wan to know the answer.... .... ........ is f(x)=d/dx(friends)+d/dx(foes).... not funny rite... |
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Wednesday, February 17, 2010 || 6:53 PM
NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND OTHERS VERY WELL.... no one.....
if u think that you understand and know another person very well..or too well... are you sure...?... think again.... no one can fully understand another person.... what he/she is thinking.... what is he/she trying to convey to you.... what's his/her motive by doing some actions.... after last week...i sort if sink into depression mood.... where no one will understand.... how much i endured and bottling everything up.... maybe one day i will just go....BOMB....then burst everything out.....which i dun wan to... called me hypocrite...or act act person.... is fine with me.... knowing that friendship is brittle... very easy to destroy it..but hard to mend it back... and also knowing the consequences when friendship is broken.....and also the hardship.... and the nightmare..... ....... ................ ................................... sure die for my physics test tmr... SURE one...cos i cannot remember anything. |
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Monday, February 15, 2010 || 11:05 PM
SUPERJUNIOR JUST ROX... |
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Friday, February 12, 2010 || 7:37 PM
YST'S PHOTO...YUANSHIOW'S B'DAY!!!  reveal of the card....  Reveal of Present....is a shoe.... THIS IS TODAY!!!!....  PHONE very lack....haha...one unglam photo......  one nicer one?....maybe.....  at the hall...after we won the consolation prize for the classboard decoration... yeah.... duno should count this as a celebration or wad.... ya...did the notice board today.... and that my camera is SPOILT.....OMG.... i duno how am i going to survive for the rest of mylife without a camera...... (see my 'edited wishlist'...) and thought we will not win...but then unexpectedly we got consolation prize.... which is better than getting nothing...haha.... GOOD JOB DONE EVERYONE!!!..... HAPPIE CNY TO ALL...! HAPPIE FRIENDSHIP DAY TO ALL TOO...!!... HAPPIE V-DAY TO ALL TOO TOO!!! sign...have to celebrate v-day alone...so lonely....haha.... |
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Thursday, February 11, 2010 || 9:51 PM
JUST UPDATE FOR FUN.... ya...really just update for fun.... haha... took the photos for this year JC1 orientation finals...and... they all are so so so so high...and noisy.... my ears going to be deaf if i were to stay longer.... and their performance all damn nice.... they dance SNSD gee...SHINEE Ring Ding Dong...2PM heartbeat...Brown Eyed Girls Abracadabra... that's all i can remember..... i wan complain...... this year oirentation everything is nicer than last year... be it the food..the activities...aiya...everything... not fair.. |
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Wednesday, February 10, 2010 || 4:00 PM
HAPPIE BRITHDAY TO YOU!YUAN SHIOW! and today is abt the classboard decoration.... see a car coming towards when walking out of the school.... |
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Monday, February 8, 2010 || 9:27 PM
DAY PASSED BY..... ....haiz....monday just passed like that....so fast...OMG.... finally think that my blogskin is getting more and more suitable for me... STRESS word........ this week is like so tense and more tense for me....No...for US.... haiz....though V-day, friendship day and CNY coming.... but i seem no mood to celebrate for all these days..... maybe becos.......HMmm.... doin the damn GP essay outline research....and also keeping myself appear offline... suddenly like guessing ppl blood type....maybe is influence by this show... where they describe wad type of reaction and action and thought can guess out the blood type.... cool rite...?and surprisingly...most are quite true for me...B type person.... yeah......haha......... |
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Sunday, February 7, 2010 || 6:33 PM
GONNA BE MONDAY AGAIN.... weekends just passed fast....haven finish enjoying my weekends.... haiz.... finish almost all my homework....ya.... seems like almost everyday i am blogging...haha...... oh ya...yst the show 就想赖着你 first time jerry is quite cute i think...and so so so funny...haha... my k.o.3anguo still haven finish..but think will finish soon... just tat the ending is quite weird and i quite dun understand.... haiz........................ now..?.... crazy download-ing songs...be it chinese or korean..... ya..............love both.............. now watching a jap drama.....i think is called ARGH...can't rmb....the show quite nice....ya.... mugging for maths later... and also chem. **and PPL....dun get wrong.... i mean i just wan find someone to celebrate V-day.... but now that someone is not found.... no one "sign up" for the someone.... |
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Saturday, February 6, 2010 || 8:25 PM
SATURDAY..... **by the way....wan to clarify something...... the "someone"tat i wan celebrate v-day with is still vacant...... just wish to grab someone to celebrate...ya....PPL...dun think wrongly...think straight.... now still having the BBQ and steamboat..... but now very full alr....cannot eat anymore..... so blogging now...... |
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Friday, February 5, 2010 || 11:48 PM
JUST FEW MORE HOURS...
to have steamboat and BBQ at my house... and duh...the photo is frm the internet...nt my hse one.... but a lot of things i sure cannot eat one...quite sad lehhs... sotong...prawn....hotdogs....sausages.... haiz.....having such a miserable time for me.... and everyone was like wishing me good luck... for have to waer braces for two years....sianz......... today CCA was a total sianz.... just talk abt the upcoming media club graduation project..... and the instructor keepin repeatin what he had said for abt 6 times total..?... today also i took the longest time to eat my bread.... 1 hour bt still cannot finish the bread...cos too hard to chew.... OH....V-day is coming...and so is CNY.... CNY: take angbao....and gamble...and $$$..... V-day:not expecting anything at all....how i wish i can celebrate it with someone... SLEEPy alr... eyes hardly open for now... ZZZzzzzzz~~... |
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Thursday, February 4, 2010 || 8:07 PM
COUNTDOWN FOR WEEKENDS...!...  yoyo...changed my blogskin AGAIN...the previous one wasn't that nice to keep staring at it.... ya....this time change of STYLE....change to white instead of black.... PPL have to change anyway... surfing the blogskins.com web for nice nice blogskin.... and found this one...which is so like me nw...STRESS...haha.... and also maybe like all JC2 students mugging for their daily tests and assignments.... AND also the year-end A-LVL.... HMM....now seems too early for that?....?? OH YA...and i just put back my tagboard....and change the head for the tagboard... seems SO SO SO SO true lorhs.... today so sad for me.....didn't really do well for the chem quiz.... :( SO SO SO SO worried for my next week chem actual tests....OMG... got to start mugging alr.... this week is short and bitter....lack of sleep...2 tests this week....homework piles to do.... but next week is even worse......3 tests...GSC...MATHS...CHEM.... and also CNY celebration.... SO SO SO SO looking forward to this weekend..... having renuion dinner this sat....early by a week......haha.... where that day will have damn lots of PPL at my house...... aunties...uncles...cousins...neighbours...GODparents...etc.... yeah..... looking forward~ |
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Tuesday, February 2, 2010 || 7:36 PM
MY SPEC BROKE TODAY..... haiz.... playing with handball today for PE... and the ball just hit my face.... pain.... my braces wire just cut inner mouth flesh.... pain.... my spec broke.... haiz.... |
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