I DUN UNDERSTAND....

AND I JUST DUN WANT TO CARE ANYMORE....

I just want this over.....I want my final cry and i want to get on with my life.....
I dont care anymore....No matter how much i scream, how much i wish, and i cry silently in the night...
no matter how much i chase this... It only hurts more.

I want to say that i am angry.....i want to hate this world and what it puts us through....
i want to blame someone....i want to punch something/someone....
I just cant because i am over it, i am honestly just over it, i dont want to do this anymore....

i'm really gonna stop thinking about everything....now...
everything is up to fate to decide whether we will be as good as before or not....
i'm seriously gonna stop everything...and dun care....
homework are piling up...have to catch up....
and since i have "admitted " is all my fault....just blame me...i will not give a damn freaking care to it....

AND STOP TAGGING THIS ISSUE AT MY TAGBOARD AGAIN.....

sometimes wondering...have i made a wrong choice coming to JC?...
a wrong choice to choose that subject combinations and stick to this class...?...
a wrong decision to everything now?.....
i just dun know and dun want to know.....dun understand and dun want to understand....

the truth can be ugly....

i just want a reliable and trustworthy shoulder for me to lie.......................
and my peaceful life.......