UNEASE FEELING IS ALL OVER ME....

heart is bleedin....




this is the first time blogging twice a day...WOW....


suddenly..this unease feeling just came over me...
all of the sudden...feel that schooling is fear to me....is burden to me...is pressure to me....
suddenly...dun like schooling...and dun feel like goin the school....

was i acting too "dark side"...?...

was i the only one worrying abt the problem?...

was doing my homework...suddenly water dripped onto my paper....
was i crying?....i dun know....and dun want to know.....

what am i seriously worrying abt?....where others look so relax....
i just had enough of it.....

read finish someone's blog...what she say was quite true...

"其实，换个方面想，会伤你越重的人其实就显示了他在你心中的地位，你是多么的在乎他。
有时，能把过去都放下来也不是一件坏事，至少心里不会憋着这么多的心事，心情也自然会快乐点，不是吗？我也有过这个感受，但最难过得关还是自己，自己的心结还是要自己打开，那过后你就不会想得那么多了，相信我！"

but other dun seem to think this way rite?...so wad's the point...?
seriously..why am i under such huge burden where i can just say everything in front...?...
i just dun know...and also dun wan to know...

everytime i put and trust myself into a deep and str0ng friendship....
everything just went wrong....everything....

i dun trust friendship anymore...and i will never give in easily to a friendship alr....

friendship is forever?....?....
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