WHICH IS THE REAL ME?...

i haven already forgotten....



"Hide your tears behind a Mask
Hide your face so no one ask
It may be hard to hold present tears
Your heart is bound to Love and Fears..

All is lost in a silent gaze
The path you lead is dimmed in haze...."

(taken from:http://thedarksidewithin.blogspot.com/2007/12/mask-iii.html)

decided to take this and put here....didn't take the whole thing out...
the whole 2 paragraphs seem and sound very nice...and relevant to me right now....
wearing a mask hiding myself...preventing people from noticing my actual emotions and expressions...
maybe been wearing masks for too long...duno which is the acutal me already....

the one always cheerful and lively one..?...or the dark side of me?...which is the acutal me?....
i have long forgotten....
who else is doing the same thing no one will actually knows...
until the day this mask is ripped and tear off by others...

true friends?....these words have never came into my dictinary...since secondary?...
is there is really such thing exist in the world?...or was is just something people make out?....
....
i don't know....


damn...both shows are driving me crazy.....
autumn's concerto...was said today finish...but they extend to next week...cos say the rating very good....
k.o.3anguo..also...maybe next week last ep....