AH....好想谈恋爱哦!!!!!!!

haish...真的好想谈恋爱哦!!!....maybe 是我吃错药....haish....but then see many couple together...so envious of them....

wednesday no time to blog at all...cos really busy "studying" for my physics and chem tests...but the next day still did very badly....haish...wednesday also went to dental to change my wire...found out something...the dental doctor really look like mr Poh, my maths teacher,..hm..maybe older version de ba...change finish the wire..my mouth quite sore and painful, cannot even bite rice that day...

thursday had 3 tests: chem, phy and GP...brain so so saturated that day....haish....my mouth comtinue to be in pain...had a quite expensive cake...bought it cos is soft....

today..last day of the week...haha...PE was tiring...homework is piling up like nobody's business...haish....

好想谈恋爱....haish...

szeyee...watch all these...good recommendations...





seulong got injuried in this vid....






Szeyee..go this site...see ur hangeng...

http://sapphireblueelf.wordpress.com/page/10/

http://sapphireblueelf.wordpress.com/page/12/

DECIDED NOT TO TALK TODAY....

too tired...

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duno wad too write for the heading...
haish...

couple of days never come here and blog alr...actually really much to blog abt...just sticking with the reality and chiong-ing for many things...

thurs nothing much...so is friday...friday...hm...ya...went to ICA building to help my brother with his renewal of passport..then went to yishun for shopping...the travelling time takes up so so much time..sianz...bought myself a pencil case instead of a wallet...haish....

sat was Parent-teachers meeting session...was okay, not bad...ya....

sunday was at home chiong-ing my homework...and ironing my uniform where i accidentally 'burnt' my hand...was quite painful...haha...then watch star awards...ya....

today...hm...nothing at all....

haish...at first going overseas for holiday this coming june holiday..but is postponed to december cos my brother cannot make it during week 2 and 3 while i cannot for week 1 and 4....ya...haish..quite disappointed anyway...

this week got so so so many tests..and all clustered on the same day...thursday.....which all need memory work...sianz.....have decided to fall both already....

szeyee....they still haven upload ur "shui long" cut for the drama....ya....

ppl can watch this to de-stress....

'NOTHING MUCH TO DO' DAY....

could say that....yah...

duno why also when wan to type new blog post, will suddenly feel no mood and energy to type already...haish...

today xiangqin is crazy already...laughing non-stop...some funny and lame and pointless stuffs...then heard one very wad-the-hell and funny thing..cannot mention out here...ya, if not i will go and report to God already...but...that's really very funny....

then it rained and we cannot go home..then we stay in school and also went canteen to do our work when library is closed and also the cafe tables are all wet...haish..then suddenly shenyi and xiangqin went MIA together at the same time...Wonder....haha...

got a few nice nice and new kpop songs this week...yeah....

TODAY JUST SUCKZ!!!

ya...indeed...

sucky today...
no mood to comment anything....

DAILY BLUEZZZ.....

got to make it short and sweet...
cos really got many things waiting for me to settle....

ya.think i'm going to have daily blues...Firstly...not enough sleep.Wan to sleep in class..haish...Secondly, not enough time to finish homework...then not enough sleep again...haha...Thirdly, so annoyed and irritated by things around me lately..but i didn't really show out...Forthly, just feel so so so so so bad...

surprisingly, yesterday i didn't touch my laptop..WOW..haha..was stuck at some dinner which is so haish...

tmr having some assembly thing..which i predict with be 1 word...SIAN....

szeyee...see i so good....watch this...

TIRING TIRING DAY FOR ME...!....

just admitting that i am quite old already....

haiz....today went for the y-recycling CIP..can say that was better than last week but also more tiring than last week...better...we did more meaningful and better things....tiring...we had to carry a lot of newspaper and recycleable stuffs...ppl there are really very rich...throwing away things tat are new such as photo frame, new graph pad, new pack of file divider, new wall paintings and even plasma TV...haiz...

also can say we quite unlucky...cos our area in charge is near to the collection point..we have to help do more things like carrying things from truck that went collecting stuffs frm other grps one and also separated them..then we also went under rain to do...haiz...so tiring...then we ask for more CIP hrs since our team did more than wad we are suppose to do and also did longer and did more tiring work..

xiangqin was practically having fun i think...and making a lot of sound effects...haha...me...get to know more ppl and make more new friends...and got myself injuried-- bleeding and ankle sprain and got my shoes and socks wet...haha...some photos taken when me and xiangqin are free....

then took cab...share cost with xiangqin and 1 09S16 guy...ya...went for dinner then woodlands library study do homework...reached hm abt 10...


isn't the dog cute?


taken frm xiangqin phone...


taken when she is so hardworking...


everyone is busy...

FINALLY RELIEF!....

PHEW~...

finally the project work has really come to the end...with my result...luckily didn't fail or wat-so-eva...just wanna to say a BIG THANK YOU TO MY GRP MEMBERS FOR THE EFFORT PUT IN FOR PW...ya~....

today was funny when taking of results...i think that our class everyone got B...then xiaoqi says: "WAH...our class got class spirit..everyone gets B....very hard for everyone to get the same de lehhs....and also our 'pw teacher' produces a class of Bs...".....haha...

afternoon wasn't really my day...was quite annoyed and pissed off with some matters...ya...

szeyee watch this....

I'M SO SO SCARED FOR TMR....

project work results!!!!

really very scared and nervous for the results...what if i fail?...will i fail...?OMG...

hard to find a blogskin that i really like....no pink...no ribbons....
maybe should remain using this...

haish....

MY FAVOURITE WEATHER RECENTLY...

raining day...
best weather and time to sleep.....

yeah...though raining is quite mafan (troublesome) cos have to hold umbrella and walking in puddles of rainwater...but i still like the weather...make comfortable to sleep and slack..also cool down the warm weather...also actually likes walking under rain getting myself drenched from head to toe...seems that can wash off your trouble and unhapppiness...just like walking under rain.....

as usual, tired to core and mountain of homeworks awaiting for me to complete...rushing through physics and damn lots of GP...wanted to sleep early but then must finish my workload first...

ran 2.4km AGAIN...but then think i got improve...first round 2 mins plus...second round 4mins plus...3 round 7 mins plus...till 5th timing was 13mins plus....BUT THEN due to raining i cannot finish my last round..so sian..if not i can know whether my timing got improve or not...found something when running...i have to bite my tongue when running so that i don't get breathless and tired...but one i let go, i will start to pant and stop running...weird rite?.....

falling asleep....NO...do work!!!

a picture speaks a thousand words....
but mine only 3 words.....

so so so so tired today....Thought can sleep early today but then have damn lots of stuffs to do....Summore weekends i didn't have time to 补back my sleeping time for weekdays...so so so tired..almost spent my time sleeping at maths lecture...maybe tmr physics lecture will be like that...

today was sian and warm...too warm to continue studying...stoning during maths and GP class...eyes open but mind shut off....

now rushin all my homeworks and stuffs and ppt....

so many things to worry and endure....

no one ever understand me....

SO CRAVING FOR COLD STUFFS TODAY....

are you too?.....


so so so craving for cold stuffs today...today's weather is like super extremely warm and we were like stuck at the Y-recycling CIP which wasn't that fun and nice...is boring and tiring...and something happen..ya...came home listlessly and have no mood to do any homework...OMG...haiz....

ate ice cream and ice kachang which i'm forbidden to have those...was so so freakin nice and cooling....

then xiangqin tole me the secret to biting chicken when we are eating at KFC....she say must bite parallel to the chicken shreds and not perpendicular...woah..and it worked for me...haha....

SO TIRED TODAY....

too tired to continue typing....

haiz...these few days so so tired...sleeping so late these few days...panda eyes coming out alr...haish...

nothing much really happen...life's boring and tiring...

wednesday...went for some stupid GSC seminar where the students speakers are all chi-na ppl with their strong accent...we were like dead...we are fighting with them in this subject where they might be at more advantage than us...haish..have to blame myself for choosing this weird subject..should have choose a for common and human subject....

thursday nothing much...a boring and warm day torturing me...seriously have no mood to study in this kind of weather....haish....went home and listen to yes 93.3...so funny their lame jokes and their conversation...

friday having the damn PE....and fail my 2.4km i think....18 mins...haiz...

tmr got CIP haish....

I'M JUST SO TIRED..DON'T WISH TO LIVE ANYMORE...

ya...this is how i feel recently...

think not because of the heavy school loads and homework and stress...guess is other things..making me hard to breathe and pain in my heart..ya...

read this from somewhere i forgot...
"God create you because he wants you to achieve some goals and objectives in life before you leave..."
i think i haven reach these goals and objectives ba..that's why i'm still down on Earth...sometimes how i wish i got myself in an accident where i can be in coma for a very long time where everyone has forgotten me or that cause me to lose my memory and to start anew like a fresh piece of white A4 paper...but now..this paper is torn and full of marks...

sometimes i like to wonder far...thinking far far away...thinking abt my future, my actions, my thoughts and dreams which is also known as daydreaming or in daze...my actions and my lame-ness sometimes make me wonder whether am i just a stupid clown for entertainment and humiliation?...should i just stop these?...

also wonder why human are selfish..?...why can't they help one another but like the enjoyment where they see others in pain.....

when young, i fear ghosts and spirits....but now not tat much alr...i fear betrayal and friendship...

SZEYEE...watch this....

i think you will love it....

is from a show where the 2am guy that u like got some part in it with the lee minho...

WEEKENDS ARE ENDING AGAIN....

so fast...haiz...

saturday and sunday are ending soon..haiz... ...
can't seem to enjoy enough my weekends....ya...

saturday morning as usual went to woodlands library to do homework and study...with xiangqin and xiaoqi...then xiangqin was crazy that day i think...keep calling xiaoqi 相公(hubby)...haha..then xiaoqi was abt to drive crazy by her...haha....then aft that went shopping inside NTUC with them where xiaoqi had to buy ingredients to goo home cook....then we 3 bought much stuffs...haha..then next time got BBQ or wad so eva can ask us go...so fun...xiangqin was practically having fun and enjoying her shopping...

then xiaoqi also promised us to bring us to her hometown china...where she will be our "free" tourguide..haha...

finally ghost whisperer season 5 is coming back...so cool...watched the 1st episode yesterday...was so so freakin nice...

today is a rainy day where can sleep very soundly in bed...HOWEVER...have to go 扫墓...so have to wake up damn damn damn early...so cold in the morning....then went to Mandai to pray...ya...though we are early but still got stuck in the traffic jam....ya...then came back start watching TV and using com...where parents started nagging saying that the electricity price went up by 30%...haiz....

this means that i have to cut down using TV and computer(which is my laptop)...means not much entertainment for me....means boring life for me...means i'll be dying from boredom....OMG......

haiz.............
can't help it by sighing...........

haiz.......................

think you are familiar with kpop..think again...take this test within 9 min...taken frm ama's blog...
http://www.sporcle.com/games/KPopped/KPopIdols

and i got 102 out of 170...haiz...

http://www.sporcle.com/games/igna/kpop_leaders

and i gt 13 out of 17....haiz...

"GOODBYE..MY PEACEFUL DAYS.."

saying goodbye to them....

haiz... ...
went airport to fetch my mum from her holiday...
on the way to the terminal 1 got traffic jam...becos of taxi accident...
haiz....

HAPPIE APRIL FOOL DAY!!!!!

my favourite day...did you get fooled?....

yeah..today is counted as one of my favourite day cos i can use this excuse to make fun of the rest which i didn't really do so this year..which is today.Haiz..so wasted...my legs are aching and in so pain state all thanks to tues PE which we did some stupid stretching here and there..haiz...yesterday wanted so use com but didn't cos came home quite late alr..then busy doing the GP stuffs which i rewrite abt 4 times and spent 2hours thinking wad crap to write...

today got back maths paper...was alright...but so so careless..carelessness caused me to lose 11 marks...sianz...then chemistry lecture was so so so so boring and fell asleep..haha...physics lecture is so annoying..going through paper and nagging at us telling how discouraging the teachers are when marking the paper and how not motivated and thankful we are...and i was like if we are really that pro, we need not have to attend lessons and learn stuffs in JC and take exams alr..we might as well go into Uni aft 0-lvls..then everyone will have IQ more than 130...

GP teacher is also nagging and telling us how other JC ppl do so well in GP and we don't...i was like hello?...we are not as pro as them that's why we came PJC instead of those "far" and pro JCs...

after lessons...persuade szeyee to go watch movie and finally she agreed..so went to watch clas of the titans in 3d...which cost me a bomb...$14...haiz...me szeyee wenlin xiaoqi and ruiyang went watching together...the movie was okay but then i feel that is so not worth it watching in 3D...haiz...

haiz.........................................