SO NOT RIGHT TODAY...

Today just feel not right. Morning had this crazy dream - that I was at a snake park and that I was sitting at the open top car touring the park. The snakes were hanging vertically down from the top with their heads at the bottom. So when the car moved, was pratically 'brushing' the heads of the snakes and hear their hissing. So disgusted and uncomfortable.

Then went for morning GP lecture. And as usual, got 'dumped' by the two late queens. Reached school damn early and stone at the cafe. Today was weird. Everyone was weird. People having very very very serious mood-swing, or doing something weird, coffee not taking effect and upsetting for no reason. Even me, someone who can't repeat asking a question more than twice, asked a question 3 times without getting an answer afterall. And this pissed me off.

Thinking 2 'wonders' today :
One is that why people like to act so anti-social to catch attention? These people are so 'what-the-hell'. If you are so pro, then plan a gathering lah. You thought so easy to plan meh, especially is where now is going prelims and a-levels? You also call yourself a friend? The gathering besides just gather to have fun but also hidden with some motives,can't you see?

Two is that why people like to cry out of no reason? Since young, I always think that people cry without reason are trying to gain sympathy from the class if not to catch attention. As for me, asking me to cry is a very hard thing to do unless something pissed me off too much or something is very touching.

I just don't get what these people are thinking.

Yesterday wanted to blog some of my thoughts but having no mood to do so. Now, can't remember what I wanted to blog about. Oh, Remembered.

Title was Freedom to like and hate.

Why have God given us the freedom to love and hate? Love is good, but what about hate? It will cause misery and bullying and that hating someone is very tiring. Because of jealousy? Or other factors? Now I'm trying hard to get along, but people just simply don't give a damn to it. And since i had worked hard but getting zero success, I'm going to stop doing that.

And seriously, I still don't get why I had to be treat in that manner when in secondary life? Till today. But one thing I had learnt in my sec life: Be a weakling no more and to be firm.