Few more days, Lunar Chinese New Year is coming. Is AngBao time... :)

This past week is pretty busy. Busy-ing sick and work and preparing for the Chinese New Year and stuffs and spring cleaning and decorating the house. But still not much Chinese New Year atmosphere in the house...

Yesterday went Chinatown to shop for stuffs for new year and some more clothes. Ate durians worth 64 bucks...mao shan wang...

Today went to cinema with my family to watch 大世界 ....very long time never watch movies with family members already...

This coming week gonna be a pretty relaxing week for me at least...

So sad that didn't go for the super junior's concert in Singapore, but much incidents happening before the concert and during the concert....want meet ama asap...to tell me more... :(

Gonna be a new year....Lunar de lahhs...

Gonna throw the past away and start anew, but can I do it?.....

Am I willing to do so?.....

Can I really forget everything bad things happening to me?.....

I've no idea~

I don't know...

Lose my voice since yesterday. Now still no voice. How to bring the kids to Chinatown tomorrow? Haish. Fever is down but throat and nose problem still continue. So painful when swallowing down food, water and many things else.

Went to Bak Gua factory and ate some, though know that shouldn't eat. And bought many many new year goodies and food home. Then went Sakura International Buffet at Admiralty Park to celebrate my dad's early birthday. But also not very early one cos tomorrow is his birthday.

Don't know how long this friendship can last. People are now changing and working, lesser time to gather together like last time to chat and have fun around. It's is hard to maintain some friendships which seem to be collapsing down. Hope I don't see those tragic endings, which I saw in the past, in these friendships and hope that everyone can play a part in maintaining those relationships.

P.S: I'm saying this here because I know that not many will come and read my blog post one. And not directing towards some people.

My past is a nightmare to me, which I don't want to experience again. This scar in me will never heal.....

Today is down with a high fever, about 39 degree Celsius.

Head is so pain. Body is not functioning well.

So tired.

And waited for the doctor at the polyclinic almost 3 hours.

The queue was so long. And you got to see the doctor for only 5 minutes.

And surprisingly, the doctor typing spped is like so slow...Haiz...no wonder.~

Reflections on my work at Bukit Panjang Branch.

I guess my favourite class is my own class; the PG and the N1. The class I don't wish to take is the K1. They are really un-controllable. Still prefer the AMK branch. Even the teachers in the Bukit Panjang ask me about the AMK branch and the style of work there and complaining that after since the principal is changed, they are working very painfully in the BP branch. Haish.

When is the world ever fair to anyone?But also cannot be so biased towards some people; people who are good looking and rich and got brains.....

Changed my specs. Look so nerd now.

Having headache now~ ...think I'm gonna to fall sick soon. Can feel the burning sensation of my throat....

Haish. Gonna work for 6 days this week, 2 days OT until 6 plus. Haiz. More kids staying the whole day already, even those noisy ones too. Then Saturday will be going shopping for Chinese New Year clothes. Sunday got to celebrate my dad and my mun's birthday...

Went to the optical to get my specs changed. New specs and also new lens. My eyes' degree increased already...WOW!

This link is specially for those who want to watch We Got Married.

Yeah. Sort of have fun yesterday. Had our ever first SUCCESSFUL class gathering. Went shopping together and BBQ at East Coast Park.

And got 5 mosquito bites, cough today. Overall, is fun. Thank to all who came and played hard yesterday.

But got to admit, the class guys are great- carry heavier stuffs, start fire, marinate food, come up with weird but eat-able food and BBQ... :)

Today start work. Busy day today!!! Hope tomorrow will be better.

忙忙忙，忙忙忙~nah nah nah~~

Yesterday was so so so busy. Being rotated around the whole child care the whole day. Morning was at N1 and PG...my own class..then rotated to K1 class...then K2 class and back to my N1..Then got rotated to N2 class and back to K1 again.

Yesterday used my throat too much already. Got to tell stories to the N2 class and scold the K1 class. Today throat is a bit sore. Haish.

Hope tomorrow's weather is as good as today's morning one~

This is the first time I ever anticipated for weekends to come.

Last time I hated weekends because have to do house chores and cook and rot at home. Now, everyday working so very anticipated for weekends to enjoy and relax.

Nothing to blog about this week. Same routine everyday. Child care still as noisy and messy. Food still sucks to hell. Leg still pain like nobody's business...

Still adapting to new environment and new kids. Still missing those kids at AMK branch. Past things are started to blur out from my memory, but some became my everyday nightmare. Soon, things that have blurred out will start to come back into 1080 HD version due to some reason....

Today is really tiring. Slept late yesterday and then got to wake up damn early today for my granny's death anniversary at my uncle's house. Then went to tampines IKEA, the biggest IKEA there and shopped for curtains, cushions, new displays. Stayed inside for almost three hours.

Then came back fixing the curtains onto the walls. It was so tiring. Tomorrow got to work again. Haish. Then thought can change my blogskin but really cant find any suitable and nice ones; still prefer this green and box-like cartoon character..

SO SO SO looking forward to meeting everyone!!! :)

Yes!. I'm gonna start a brand new year with a brand new life and environment.

Today, just painted my house living room with yellow and apple green and my room painted with baby blue and yellow. So nicee.

A brand new life for me to start may seem to be easy but is not actually. First, got to throw away all my unhappiness, my misery, my hatred, my nightmares; basically my everything and start anew. Changed a new workplace and adapting to the working style there is a bit hard, but there's a first time for everything.

Start the year with a haircut. Gt my hair cut to damn short but also is nice. Got my 'blue' card but a bit unwilling to use. Didn't go for the recent e3's gathering because maybe it'll be quite boring.

In the end, still use my 'blue' card today to buy a pair of shoes.

16 Jan sunday maybe will have the s17's first class gathering. Hope it'll not collapse. Looking forward to seeing everyone.

Everything happened lately are all so coincidence. Is that fate or just plain luck?

Recently, read something from a book, which I found a few paragraphs that suits me, my thoughts.

Yes, the great time and space to complain and complain.

Getting headache from the crying of the 'new' kids at the child care. Crying for either mummy or grandmother. And I found that I'm getting immune to the crying. Is like they cry is their business.

And there's a kid that sticks with me like superglue; everywhere I go, she follows. Or I go do something else then she will cry. Haish. Furthermore, this child call me 'auntie'. Is like OMG, WTF!!! I don't look old at all lahhs, please lahhs!!! My heart shattered into pieces.... :(

Then dun feel like eating the child care food. Is like would u eat chicken porridge with chicken not marinated, porridge not adding any pepper, soya sauce, salt. So, today went to hawker center have lunch ALONE. Haish.

Yeah. Changed my working place, from AMK to BP.

From a very big childcare to a quite small childcare. Still not used to the new working place with new schedule and new ways of handling the children and also also new timetable. Not used to working with the people, not used to eating the food there. Everything is just not used to it at all, but hope everything will turn out to be fine as time passes.

And so miss the AMK branch childcare, the teachers, the children, the food.

yeah..is a brand new year..2011.

went to esplanade to watch fireworks and squeeze our way back to the MRT station. Almost wanted to scold the people there, especially the foreign workers. But is the first day of the year so don't want spoil the mood of the first day of this unpredictable year.

Yeah..still coming up with my new year wishlist....