♥ #My Life# ♥

Choices~

Saturday, October 29, 2011 || 1:05 AM

I seriously hate making choices.

Hate doing multiple choices questions and answering to questions that require making a choice.

Strong~

Thursday, October 27, 2011 || 11:11 PM

Is this really true?

busy life; busy me~

|| 10:56 PM

Life is getting more and more busy. The time I sleep is getting later and later. It seems at though there is not enough time for me to complete everything that I desire and want to finish. Finals are coming-- this means more stress are coming and more revision to be done and also no time for other things.

Gosh~...I still want to go out and enjoy my life. December will also be very busy for me, though is end of exams and also is holiday. Got life skill outing for the center kids to fire station, got kids camp also, also got chalet, got to plan class outing as well, wants to go overseas.....and many more....Haix~

Received a sms that totally struck me. Am I really always thinking for others and neglected my own thoughts and feeling? Has this become a habit of mine? Maybe. When has it started? After secondary school?... Just like the saying " Once bitter, twice shy.", maybe that's when I started avoiding making decisions for myself. The fear of making wrong choices,choices that others don't like, and being snared by others always lie within me.

只要他人高兴，我再辛苦，再痛苦，也无所谓~

My room~

Wednesday, October 26, 2011 || 8:49 PM

Yeepie....Finally I've a room of mine...is simple but nice. And most Importantly, there's no Pink stuffs in my room...the room concept is going into white and pale purple....yeah.....But the room comes with a price-- that is to earn my own allowance and money....Haiz...Havin hard time dealing with this student i'm currently teaching. He is totally a lazy bum...Didn't do the homework I assigned him to do...And he thinks that he can cope with the sec 3 maths with his standard now( can't even solve Pri 1 maths)...BullShit...

Money is not that easy to earn...Haiz. November is coming. Finals are also coming. Gosh. Had this feeling that school just started not long ago only sia and now, finals are coming. Haiz.

Tmr will be the last session for my CCA tmr...gonna to miss my kid...he's totally cute and clever, unlike the student whom I'm tutoring now.....Haiz.

So suay this week, wanted to go out this week. End up coping at home again....2plans of going out was last minutes cancelled. Haiz. I just want to go out walk walk and play till late night. Haiz..........

I'm currently in love with this show called Vampire Prosecutor. Damn nice sia.

Torture week is over for now~

Friday, October 21, 2011 || 11:49 PM

Phew, I managed to survive this week--this torturous week. But more are coming. Is like less than 1 month to final year exam...Haix...And I just found that there's a guy quite shuai in one of my tutorial class....wahahaz.

Just finish bringing some stuffs into my new room, mainly books and my notes. Haha, sound like a true mugger in my room...Hahaz...Apparently, i brought my laptop in as well, but it seems that the wireless internet connection is quite slow cos is quite far from the main broadband. Haiz.

Cant wait for the December. Cos is holiday month. Most likely to be free the whole month, except saturdays...So, anyone can chio me out the whole dec......

Eyes cant open anymore. Nites everyone~

Panda~

Thursday, October 20, 2011 || 11:13 PM

Have you seen a human panda?...I got. Everyday I look into the mirror, I see a 'human panda'...

Gosh..not enough sleep this week...Seriously, is driving me crazy. Coffee-habit has came back to me....NO~~~~!!!It took more long to stop but it eventually still come back to me.

Maybe I'm still not used to my new temporarily bedroom and the new bed.

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I so seriously had this being cheated feeling. Cheated by the JCs teachers who said that uni life will be much better than JCs. Obviously not, ok?...Tests are all streaming in together like queuing up for you to take. Time is flowing faster than in JCs ( that's what I felt)...And that each year with 2 semesters meaning 2 final year exam to stress about....Gosh~~~~~

CHeated and tired~~~

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I'm so pissed yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Long Time~

Sunday, October 16, 2011 || 10:40 PM

Long Time no blog already.

Has been a week already, this week will be worse of all.

Got 3 tests this weeks..dying soon. Summore I'm giving tuition classes now.

No time plus no time.

Haiz~

SO tired...

Finally I ad a room of mine~.. TEMPORARILY ...the one who rent out room previously left and temp cant find anyone. So, I can use the room~

My blog seems dead~~~~~

haha~

宿命~

Friday, October 7, 2011 || 10:31 PM

“欲知前生事，今生所受事，前世之因，后世之果”

“欲知前世因，今生所受事，欲知后世果，今生所做事。该还的债，无论经过了多少轮回，始终还是要还的。这就是宿命。

Taken from a book I recently read. It was some phrases that I really like from the book. I'm gonna jot down all the nice phrases and nice sentences that I like. But these phrases above really is something I truly believe.

Ending this stressful week~

|| 12:52 AM

Ever since the recess week is over, life has been getting very stressful. Counting down to the final exam this November...Gosh is like less than 45 days~?? And I had barely survived for the half of sem 1 of year 1. Gosh~~~~~

Everyday is so busy. Hardly had the time to blog...

Today went out for late dinner with my lovely girls~...Yeah...We had fun today~